don't complain me to with an air of obnoxious, assumed sophistication that people who tell you about their dreams are boring, and then having nothing interesting to say afterward.
Define genuine. Tell me, what exactly is it that you wish were more authentic? What is it you're expecting to blow you away? Do you ever catch yourself laughing and realize that you are not that happy all of the time? That you actually feel a difference in the way your body feels and your mind is working? And you wonder why. You wonder why it is that your everyday emotional state tends to level out at a range below that happiness you momentarily felt.
You find your existence boring. Your mind constantly spins and turns, playing all of your options out from multiple angles, all destined to end in disappointment or extreme and unrealistic outcomes. You begin to live in a separate world. Soon you'll adopt a way of thinking which will filter everything through a fear of rejection, failure, and embarrassment.
Tell me your dreams, Jeremey, and worry not about about the bullshit.
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