been away

so, back home now,
been away, and what has happened
but things I could have never stopped

She's changed her mind about me
And another man now
stands in the sunlight
next to her

I was brought along
And managed to walk with her long enough
to see them on their way

A part of you, somehow joined again
and all I can think of are terrible, awful things

I feel small, and angry, and jealous, and exhausted. I wish I had never tried, and I wish I had never known. I wish I was little bit taller, I wish I was a baller.

FUCK EVERYTHING.